My place is my skin, the first layer of my landscape.
I respond to this place, to write, to activate and to create.
Living here at the tip of Africa, some days in this pannekoek weather, my South African skin glows, but when the South Easter blows my South African skin crawls. Jislaaik who the hell voted for Verwoerd as one of the Greatest South African's? Rather check out our 100 Top Africans! http://content.yudu.com/A1sbf2/NA0611/resources/28.htm
And who the hell am I? I am part Ixopo, part eThekweni. I am very Main Road in Wynberg at month-end on a Saturday morning listening to isicathamiya singers foot shuffling outside aMaCheckers.
I may not stamp my feet wildly at harvest time chanting: "Azshee! Azshee!" as I have no real claim to this land, but that doesn't mean I have nothing to harvest.
I like to follow our African puppets, Mr and Mrs Angazi, carved from the wood of the mango tree. I like to jive loose-limbed to the rhythms of Madala Kunene's maskandi guitar finding a new poetic realism in our streets. Halala! Halala! Valiant Swart is our Elvis, Brenda Fassie our Madonna and Thandiswa Mazwai our Queen.
Our land has many voices, but our base is as African as our baobab trees. We are strong and hardy like the oleander, we are the "Selon's roos" growing wild in a garden of graves. Still, we can't help listening to Lesego Rampolokeng, "a gun's cough is a man's laugh", the gloomy prophet of a hailstorm rapper's delight, because like a Kalahari Surfer's song:
"I am interested in the future..." and I'm flippen concerned, "lest the future be an orphan."
Some days...
I'm tired of being human,
I want to peel off my skin,
unzip my spine,
fold up my bones
drop-kick my skull
But, namhlanje, I am right here, and I really love Africa. I love where I live and I would never trade it for the hip and cool of Berlin, Japan or New York City, because here I can make a difference.